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.I have only been here alone and usually come when my life seems like it will never get to a place I can truly be happy.I want to share it with her because she has filled me with more completeness in the last several months than I have felt in the last several years."You like the car?" I ask.She just keeps staring at it like she is in awe."Umm, is that a trick question? Because this car is orgasmic.I don't just like it, I fucking love it," she jokingly explains.I ask with a wicked smile, "More than me?""Well, if I was a car, I would totally do it." She bats her amazing blue eyes at me and smirks."Oh hell no, I'll have to do something about that.No way is a car going to make you that hot.It's on!" I hissed.I pick her up and swing her around until I finally crush our lips together.Setting her on the top of my car, I waste no time in getting my hands between her thighs, but abruptly stop and set her back down at my feet.I grab her hand and lead her to the dock that will take us out to the inlet.It couldn't have been a more perfect night with the moon being in full bloom and the temperature perfect for the things I have planned.She kisses my neck softly and glides her tongue up my jaw.This woman has no idea how this feels for me.After years of being married to someone and having no passion with them, I feel like this is my first time.Deep down I am so nervous.I know we have done it before, but it was in the heat of the moment and I have had so much time to think about all the ways I would have made her feel more.I grab her hair, pulling her head back so I can press my lips to hers.The feel of her lips on mine, the taste of her tongue just has me wanting more.I reach down to her ass and pull her close to me.She is insanely turning me on with every movement she makes.Her leg wraps around me as I reach for the zipper on her dress.I want this fucking thing off her so I can feel her skin on mine.It pools at her feet; carefully, I lean her back on the deck and her hands have undone my zipper and firmly grabbed a hold of my cock.Fuck.The pressure building inside is so intense I am about to explode but I know this is for her, not me.I release the bra and lick each nipple teasingly as they hardened from the intensity.My hand reaches the opening of that pink pussy I have been waiting for days to fill again.The wetness and warmness I feel is so fucking earth shattering.I start with one finger just to feel the amazing slickness, sliding in two fingers to pleasure her and circling her clit to drive her crazy.I am so lost in the moment that my only thoughts are on pleasing her and how great it makes me feel.I lean up and lick her stomach, just above her sex, and I place her leg on my shoulder and get in the best position I can imagine at this moment.I want to taste her so bad and make her feel like she made me feel that day in my office—the day that changed my whole life.Her legs relax, giving me access to the prime location.I am sucking, licking, going in and out and then she moves her hand down to her clitoris and starts moving in a circular motion, up and down.Holy fuck! I didn't think I could be more turned on than watching her touch herself as I am pleasing her.I can't take it anymore and I stick my dick into her wet, swollen pussy and rock in and out until we both come apart.Our breath is heavy and I can't hold myself up any longer.Lying next to her, I put my cock back in my pants.Though she is wearing nothing, she doesn't try to hide herself, but instead wraps herself around me.Breaking the silence after minutes pass and we gaze at the stars, I whisper, "I love you.I love everything about you, Laney.I love the inner child, the confident professional, the mother, the best friend and my lover.I just want to love you as my wife."She answers, "Someday I will be." I don't know if she means it enough to leave her husband and break up her family, but for today I will take it.I smile.She stands up after the night air gets too cool to lay in undressed.I walk up behind her after she finishes getting redressed and wrap my arms around her waist.Breathing in her smell brings a sense of calmness over me.I nibble at her ear and she slaps me on the arm.I want to jump from her reaction but she starts giggling."Don't you ever have enough?" she asks."No, I don't think I'll ever get my fill of you.You are like an addiction I don't want to kick," I say."I hope you never do," she confesses."No worries, my love.It will never happen.What I feel for you is something I have only dreamed of, never felt.I will never let you go," I admit."You never felt this way about your wife?" she asks."No, our relationship was never based on love like that but more like a friendly business arrangement.We didn't really choose the life we had together it seemed to choose us," I admit."I don't understand.How does something like marriage choose you?" she questions me."Well, Laney, it is a long story and I'd rather not talk about it right now.It doesn't affect anything that happens anymore.I want to look to a future with you and spend all my moments in the here and now.No more past and no more sadness.Just us," I say."This is all I want, too, but I want to know your life and if you don't want to let me in then how will I let you in?" she utters."I didn't mean forever, sweetness.I mean right in this moment, can't we just be us? We will discuss this at another time.I want you to know everything about me and I want to know everything about you," I murmur.We head back to the hospital and I drop her off at her car.Watching her safely pull away, I sit alone, saddened by the fact she isn't coming home with me tonight.I head to my empty house, full of the last six years of my life.It's time to get out of here so maybe Laney will see I am for real about us.I don't want us to be forbidden, but instead I want her to see us as forever.Chapter 11Laney's POVThe week flies by and we have Saturday planned so we can spend some time together.Chance has been moving his things from his house into the condo throughout the week.His soon-to-be ex-wife left to visit her parents to give him time to retrieve his things.Apparently she is very pleased about the whole thing, though he didn't tell her about me.Strangest relationship ever, in my opinion, but who am I to judge? I've been married to an asshole for years and now I am having an affair with my boss.There was no reason to make things more difficult than they already are, especially since she was happy it was over.Callie is staying with Brooke tonight so she won't be questioning my whereabouts; however, the lie breaks my heart [ Pobierz całość w formacie PDF ]