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.’God, Randy, you did, didn’t you? You didn’twant to be with me anymore so seeing another guy kissing me gave you the perfect out,didn’t it?’His silence was deafening, and anger coursed through her.She had given him the benefit ofthe doubt the entire time.Now she felt like a fool.’I can’t believe you.You would just throw our relationship away because you wanted out,but instead of being a man and telling me outright you use a weak excuse to end it.’’Kristen, it isn’t’’’Save it, Randy.You should have explainedthis six years ago.Then neither of us would besitting here wasting our time, and I wouldn’t be giving you credit for being a man that youobviously aren’t.’’Kristen, I’’’Just save it because right now I wouldn’t believe anything you have to say.’Randy protested.’You don’t mean that.’’How would you know? It seems as if you don’t know me at all, and right now I’m notsure that I want to know you.’’Kristen, we’’’There isn’t awe, Randy.I’m not sure there ever was.Now I’m tired, and I’m starting toget a headache.So have a good night, and don’t bother to call me again.’She disconnected the call and closed her cell phone wishing that she were on a landline so thatshe could slam down the receiver.Instead, she settled for slamming the cell phone down onthe bed.How could Randy have done this to her? Her stomach turned, and she was sure shewas going to be sick.She looked at her cell phone when it rang and knew who it was beforeshe picked it up.Seeing Randy’s name, she ignored the call.She didn’t want to talk to him.Couldn’t talk to him right now.To know he had been so selfish was infuriating.If he wantedto break up with her he should have just said so.It would have hurt but not as much as it didnow.She spent six years thinking about a man who didn’t seem to exist right now.Sheclosed her eyes and pressed the palms of her hands to her eyes.She wouldn’t cry.He wasn’tworth crying over.What she needed was a hot shower to clear her mind.Then she could go downstairs and getsome ice cream.Ice cream was the best medicine to deal with a situation like this.She justhoped that her sisters weren’t still up.One look at her and they would know something waswrong.Her cell phone rang again, and she growled pressing the Reject button to ignore thecall.She walked into her bathroom and undressed quickly, with her mind still on herconversation with Randy.A pain shot through her heart.To know Randy didn’t want to bewith her after all this time was devastating.As she stepped under the spray of water, the firsttear fell.She placed her head against the wall and cried.Randy’s words hurt her tonight, buteverything else now made sense.It explained why he was able to move on and start arelationship with another woman.Start a family with that woman while she spent her timethinking about Randy and what went wrong.She had been such a fool.Sticking her faceunderneath the warm spray she resolved not to shed any more tears over Randy.He wasn’tworth it.She began to bathe and wondered how she was going to pick up the pieces.A lot ofher time had already been wasted on Randy, and she didn’t plan on wasting anymore.Chapter Three’What in the world are you doing?’Kristen stopped in the doorway to Keirra’s room, and her mouth fell open.Her sister had losther mind.’I am rearranging my room,’ Keirra huffed.Kristen shook her head and entered the room.’Why didn’t you ask for some help?’Keirra put the nightstand down where she wanted it to be before straightening up to face hersister.’Because I didn’t want your help.’Kristen rolled her eyes and crossed her arms over her chest.Keirra must have had a rough dayat school.She hadn’t been herself all evening, but she didn’t want to talk about it, soKristen was not going to press the issue.When Keirra wanted to talk was when she wouldtalk.She also felt as if she owed Keirra the favor because her sisters had done the same lately.The past two weeks had been stressful.It had become a full-time job to avoid Randy.Sincehis confession she hadn’t talked to him, and she didn’t plan on it.The bad thing was thatRandy wasn’t going away as easily as he had the first time.He called her constantly [ Pobierz caÅ‚ość w formacie PDF ]